eve apple asperger's mind

Teach and Discuss:

We are all required to move beyond our ego and serve the greater cause however you want to define this

The function of our supra-narrative or mythology is to mirror this need back to us.

To provide a mirror image for the the internal immanent Self, God, Goddess, Mind or whatever.

Our traditional story however is not of a god serving or us serving the god, it is not a story of mutual cocreation. It is a story of scarcity, withdrawal, punishment. This is the story which needs to be reworked. It was reworked in the coming of Christ but Power and Greed, less, evolved ego centers, distort the message to prolong the fighting. Christ and biblical god are co terminal. Mohammed accepted Jesus’ message so there 's no problems there. The message is what matters: “ love one another .God loves you, he's sacrificed himself as me to show you this. As i am you are.”

Now emerges another great era of story telling and maybe some eras of peace, or the worm will eat himself up all together. We wont know, we are here for the story telling.

Release of ego is required, or enlarging of ego to species mind. We have always been here . We will always be here. We are human spirit, newly re- emerged and part of the eternal. Our life span is our eternity. That which is now and ever shall be, could not be now if it had not been then.

When we disanchor from linear time, then things that seem in our past can be vividly relived. Asperger’s minds do this. In this sense we do not die. Do we identify with our body or our mind?

Identifying with mind enables time travel and leaps into other realities. They are insubstantial and evanescent - for us in the gross physical; in our dreams are recovered the nuances of the moment...Asperger’s minds are dealing with these various nuances all the time - that’s why they arent so socialised to our stupefied, limited way of living.

Our amnesiac awareness creates a cultural psychosis and narcissism . We need to get a grip on the narcissism by saying, “Ok. If i am god then what am i creating? My life. hmmm. just turned up a few hanging man type cards - how i play these will be interesting.”

We need to recognise the cultural psychosis. Surrealists have got something going. “ i reject your reality and replace it with my own.” ( Laszlo Horvath). Can we free ego self - bag of skin consciousness, material existence mind into awareness of greater mind?

For me, the story of heaven is a useful tool. One of the many areas of greater mind i visit is "heaven", where i communicate with my dead. I create an environment for them in my head, which has the vast starry expanses of the heavens as well as earth below. i offer them my eyes to see, and i thank them for the perspective they have given me which is now part of me. If they "look out those windows", they think their own thoughts on the scene. i whose mind is doing the thinking, can accept or reject their perception. Awareness is all. They who are now one with love and me, of course are immediately at one with my perception. If they have doubts, i have doubts.

I am the god of my imagination - loving inventive inquiring intense, integrally me, interested in my goddess or spirit thoughts.

If people imagine a wrathful angry god or none at all - thats what they get and no doubt how they interact in the world. They may be very good, but not holy. To be holy is to tell a story which has escaped from ego’s manipulation, in service of that greater good.

At this time we cocreate our own personal mythology and come to understand that there is something greater than ourselves which we are here to serve

- it can be the ecology, people, god or whatever - redemption through service to the community. We just have to believe and stop beating ourselves up. Focus on the solution not the problem and dont expect miracles - they will be there however.

In a video of a little chick, one of lots of hatchlings - the females had been culled for laying, the boys were being sent down the chute to be processed into food. This little chick looked so proud of itself as it’s mates were tumbling topsy turvy and it was riding the wave - standing upright on the moving conveyor then all of a sudden it dropped over the edge into the waiting maw. It’s surprize was palpable. It broke my heart. What do we do with grief ?

We are the story tellers. Someone had to be the sacrifice so the story could be told, because it is endlessly requiring to be told until we heal it.

There are many wise stories - eg the little mermaid. The under sea witch ( god) takes away many of her gifts so she can live on land. This represents the baby learning to speak and to act in the world - to individuate. It must lose the gift of feeling sensing knowing so much more than we adulterated ones do. Asperger’s mind people do not give up so much of their gift and so they do not relate quite so well. To be able to relate, and yet to feel the full gamut of sensation in a world in which only mad people and artists do, is enormously painful. Artists see more or less of these other worlds and express them more or less successfully. vid the work of Richard Killeen.

What is it that we bring from the other side and lose in order to become ourselves? Do we have to loose it? Can the mermaid learn mobility in a wheel chair ?

Does "god" have to punish so much for knowledge - to make us pay such a price?

We dropped knowing. But we are renogotiating with god, eve and god are in the garden under that ole apple tree. And eve said to god, “are you eavesdropping in my mind? is that godlike of you?”, and god apologised. They realised this all came about because they forgot they were one. Yes, children; satan walked out took on the role of eve and the whole thing began. It truly is coming full circle ready to whirl on to a new course.